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and then there was only this story. it followed me home and entered my house--- a difficult guest with a single tune which it hums all day and through the night--- slowly or briskly, it doesn't matter, it sounds like a river leaping and falling; it sounds like a body falling apart.



MARY OLIVER, Night and the River
cases of an unknown virus emerges in 1960 . . . the united states of america . . . quarantine . . . southeast asia, europe . . . mass hysteria . . . the american government establishes the ▋▋▋ . . . discovery of inhumane practices . . . termination of ▋▋▋ is issued . . .. . .the american government continues ▋▋▋ in secrecy . . . newly established as THE SECTION PROJECT as of 1961. . . housing disrtict . . . disease prevention . . . ▋▋▋ dissappearances across the globe as of 1963 . . . documented as runaway suicides . . . ▋▋▋ conspiracy . . .. . .▋▋▋ military funding discovered as of 1964 . . . violent practices . . . undocumented, unsupervised medical science . . . ▋▋▋ more dissappearances as of 1965 . . . doctors and scientists among losses . . . ties to radical religion . . . ▋▋▋ deaths . . .. . .. . . ▋▋▋ ▋▋▋. . . ▋▋▋ ▋▋▋ . . . THE SECTION PROJECT is abandoned as of 1983 . . .✟. . . PROCEED?
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mother. father. sister. you still remember them. the sweltering summer nights. the feverishly cold winter days. the walls falling apart. the floors caving in. the rusted nails and broken glass. the way your mother held you. the way your father spoke. the way your sister protected you. your love for them. you do not yet know what lies beyond the bounds of your survival. what stalks, haunts, hunts and preys upon you and what you will become.you remember the unsuspecting carnage. mother and father's faces as they lay cold on the rotted floor. a storm of screams, cries, and gunshots. your sister at the center, sorrowfully transforming into a beast. the guns go off again. big sister runs away. someone grabs your arm. everything you know disappears through the small crack of the front door. it is the final moment of your life.you remember living like a caged animal. being hungry. being cold. being alone. you remember the violence. the torment. the first time you saw yourself in the mirror. you do not remember who you were before. you do not remember losing yourself. you do not remember being replaced by someone else, something else. what was once your life flickers into the cruel night. you are reborn, your weak human heart holding onto one last hope.you remember being saved. your savior coming at last, big sister returning to fulfill your hearts most treasured promise. you remember her being lost too. you remember her becoming someone else, something else. you remember her final moments at your hands. you remember the way she looked at you. again, you witness your life flicker out. god laughs somewhere in the clouds. in the corner of every room. down each abandoned alleyway.it's too much to see. too much to hear. it's loud. it's mad. it's angry. it's hungry. i'm cold. i'm starving. i'm lonely. i'm dying. i have always been angrier. i have always been hungrier. in this endless cycle of death and rebirth, my human heart is made anew. if god refuses to come down, then i will make him. become him. replace him with someone else. something else. again. and again. and again.I'LL MAKE THEM WISH HE CAME BEFORE ME.


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𝐀𝐃𝐀𝐌 𝐘Ū𝐆𝐎
INFP . TAURUS . 4W5. NEUTRAL EVIL (TYPE 3)
AGE AND BIRTHDATE: approximately 24, born may 18th, 1965
RACE: biracial; irish and japanese
GENDER: cis male (he/him)
SPECIES: ▋▋▋
ORIENTATION: biromantic (male preference)
HAIR: white smoke. extremelely unkempt and oftentimes dirty, shaggy hair. bangs hang in front of his face and slightly cover his right eye. length reaches over the ears and halfway down the neck
EYES: right eye (blind): milky white + black sclera. left eye: lust red
SKIN: pale, sickly white
HEIGHT: 6'1 (185 cm)
FEATURES AND ODDITIES: covering the right side of the face, the neck, both arms, hands, the entire torso, and down to the knees, his skin is covered in black plates akin to large, sharp scales that vary in size and shape (red in right image representing skin coverage). these plates grow from his skin and essentially are his skin, complete with nerve endings and a unique type of muscle tissue. these plates serve as a form of exoskeleton. at the edge of areas not yet consumed by them, dark smudges like dingy bruises can be found, as well as oozing dark blood from the tear of his skin changing to this will appear. his hands are the most noticeably inhuman part of him, permanently changed into large claws with rigid bone structure. he has a scar on the top left corner of his upper lipAPPEARANCE REFERENCES: HALF BODY / BUST / HEAD / HALF BODY + BUSTS / HALF BODY / BUST
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TROPES: Sociopathic Soldier (The Jingo) / Totalitarian Utilitarian (Negative Utilitarianism) / Villain Protagonist / Possession Burnout / He Who Fights Monsters / Knight Templar / Horror Hunger
PERSONALITY TRAITS: vindictive / sadistic / masochistic / sociopathic / manipulative / dramatic / quick-tempered / hypocritical / possessive / obsessive / self-centered / depressing / self destructive / pessimistic
INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL BEHAVIOR:
> INTERNALLY: highly manipulative and temperamental. truthfully, his inward personality is that of a young teen; demanding, entitled, and jealous. extremely possessive of others and their attention, so much so that he will attempt to control the way others live so that it benefits him. lacking basic empathy and the ability to truly connect with others on a deeper level. lacks proper communication skills and human interaction, making it even harder for him to understand others, but he doesn’t care about mutually beneficial connections, he only cares about his own needs and will do whatever he thinks is right to meet those needs. believes he’s above people and that others aren’t like him because they’ve never suffered his losses, this coinciding with his god complex. hypocritically, alongside all this, adam himself truly believes that he is right, just, and simply wronged by the world, that he has every right to be cruel and that nothing he does is ever actually morally incorrect. his vengeance is the only right vengeance and he has free reign. morally skewed and unable to be swayed.
> EXTERNALLY: comes off as fearsome and rather pathetically awkward due to physical abnormalities and lack of proper human interaction, but attempts to be outwardly compassionate and kind. has a habit of being somewhat distant and standoffish when it comes to strangers due to general anxiety although he’s unable to deny positive attention in any capacity. simple to say he’s weak to any display of affection. will purposefully create an outward persona that is awfully pitiful and needy to gain trust and pity from others. generally presents himself as a weak and lonely man who just wants company. when severely angered or wronged, he will shed his facade almost entirely, though he is completely unaware of any facade. to him, he's normal. extremely sorrowful and troubled by his past and losses. suffers from major depression, anxiety, and post traumatic stress disorder. regularly becomes manic and is prone to break down fairly easily.
ABNORMAL ABILITIES:
> HEIGHTENED PHYSICAL STRENGTH AND ENDURANCE: his body is capable of withstanding pain and pressure that of two times the amount the regular human body can handle (being thrown through a brick wall, taking a bullet, etc. (though not without withstaining substantial injuries that will take time to heal)), as well as harnessing double the strength of the average human (able to lift and throw a small car, etc.). in addition to physical endurance, his organ health is also heightened, making him immune to common illnesses and terminal illnesses, meaning he cannot catch a cold or develop cancer.
> TRANSFORMATION THROUGH POSSESSION: because adam is possessed by an entity closely resembling a demon, he is morphing with it over time, essentially sharing his body and mind with it until one or the other takes over completely. this entity, ruled by aggression and feeding off of adam’s rage, will occasionally overtake his senses and use his body, but adam can trigger this willingly by forcing himself into situations that will fuel the emotions needed to change. when in this state, adam is in a dreamlike state, almost like sleepwalking. he cannot speak, cannot see, and cannot hear, but he experiences sensations and retains injuries. he becomes volatile and irrationally violent, ruthlessly charging about and targeting anything nearby with an immense amount of strength and reckless abandon (REFERENCE OF BEHAVIOR). when transformed, his plates cover the entire body save his hair, and his sclera for both eyes goes black. adam’s exoskeleton is a result of excessive transformations and prolonged exposure to the entity. each time he is possessed or triggers the possession, his body continues to morph and produces more plates in place of his human skin. with each transformation, he loses natural senses, and deals with things like the inability to taste or loss of sensation in certain limbs.
> BONE MANIPULATION: adam’s bone structure continuously changes due to his evergoing transformation, and with this he is able to shape his body in different ways using his own bones. for example, if he wanted to create a weapon, say a sharp piece akin to a blade, his body would break his bones in different areas and then regroup it to the preferred area, strengthening the foundation and creating an appendage, so it would break the bones in his arm, shift them to his hand, fuse, and create an elongated “blade” until it’s rebroken and moved back to its proper place. it’s not without vulnerabilities or pain, as he feels each break and has to then take time to recuperate after it’s said and done.
> DUOTONE VOICE: adam speaks with his own voice, but occasionally is accompanied by another voice shadowing him. this voice, which can either sound menacing and low or loud and angry, shadows him only in certain circumstances, usually when he’s experiencing deep stress or powerful emotions.
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TRIVIA & MISC INFO
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adam “sheds” much like a reptile would, though not exactly the same. while his body is actively creating more scale-like appendages over time (due to possession transformations), it doesn’t shed in one fell swoop, and it doesn’t shed old skin or scales; what it does is it creates a buildup of gunk made from the sludge he seemingly bleeds which settles between and on top of his exoskeleton, and when it begins to overcrowd itself, it hardens and peels away like a large scab. the process is highly uncomfortable and oftentimes painful. the process can be sporadic, happening once a year to a few times between months depending on his rate of bodily change.
his favorite colors are lavender and baby blue.
. . . more to come